State of the Karegina

So, life.  My real life is in a complete flux right now.  For the last 10 and a half years, I’ve been working for the same small mortgage company.  And now, I’m moving to a large bank thing.  Because I have a very strong sense of family/loyalty, this move is causing me a lot of stress and it’s not helping that while I have been offered the job, the new company hasn’t given me a start date other than ‘sometime in February or early March’.

Because of this, I am causing my current boss a lot of stress (she is keeping me on for now despite my leaving her for a competitor).  I’m helping get all our current files over to a contract processor and am aiming at getting all my files closed up by the middle of February.  And I need to give her my official resignation on Monday.   I think I’m going to make my last day be the 14th of February and that way even if my first day isn’t until the 3rd of March, I’ll have a little ‘vacation’.

In WoW, I managed to get my rogue and warlock both to 90.  That’s the highlight of my WoW life.  I swear that as my ilevel goes up and the amount of stress in my life goes up, the worse my playing gets.  So, I’m disappointing my raid leader and myself.  And I feel like something has to give.  And I think it’s going to be WoW.  I don’t want to give up.  I don’t think it’s something I want to do but at this point, I’m literally causing myself physical harm.

I don’t want to drag Husband with me though.  I think he is having a lot of fun and is enjoying himself.  Plus he seems to be doing well.  We’ve been talking about how I can improve my dps and I read up, watch videos, But I don’t know.  It just sucks that I feel like I’m giving up.  Maybe I just need to take a break.



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